i will be honest here.
i think i may be at fault for starting something trivial like that. i shouldn't have done it and i regretted it.
i am feeling really anxious, for tomorrow is my graduation. so i logged on to facebook, to keep it down. n i read a girl's status in facebook, and the reply afterwards. it knocked on my head heavily.
i am tired of portraying nice image. i want to be able to say no. i want to be able to say to your face, "i dont like you" instead of talking behind you. this, i am ashamed of.
so tonight, instead of being angry, or sad, i feel more composed. not dat anxious anymore. thank you for the status. at first i thought of facing you and hear what you want to say about me, but then again, i shouldn't. everyone is entitled to whatever opinion they have.
as for me, maybe i should just keep it low. and keep it to myself.
i do think whatever happened lately was some form of retribution, and ive accepted most of them and trying to accept a few of them as well.
thank you my friends, those who really stick through thicks and thins throughout my life in university. thank you, i cannot say nor express myself well. thank you. just thank you.
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