shit you, shakeanasslicker.

haha, title takmo brani mati, no?

its been long since i last post something on this blog. why? well, i have a tumblr so to say.

secondly, am damn tired these days. darn you work! all my normalcy rates of not doing anything seem to falter lately.

its a blessing from Allah when i was down with bad food poisoning. food poisoning shafiq? lets just say.. its a case of painkiller-too-strong, empty stomach, full cookie chochie sans franscisco, and emo-ness.

now where the hell this emo-ness come? hurm.. i promised i'd blog more about it, so here it goes. kalau takmo baca sila blah sebab this gonna hurt pretty badly i guess.

it started with me getting my annoyance bottled up. i hated backstabbers, and somehow i love people who just being cool, cheerful lad. so to speak lah kan. what they say they are usually ARE NOT them. tettt.

should've known better to expect less and be on vigilante mode more. -.- and i ended up being sort of an outcast, because i refuse to join any clique or grouping clise. trust me my dear friends, if you are, you'll just be crushed by the efervesence of stupidity of gossipers. who? you'll soon find out.

but all in all, now i sort of accepted it. because i jsut want to be friends with everybody, so pleasing people other than myself seems to be the norm here. and comes the shit you, shakeanasslicker.

just read your facebook comment. wow, nice. pegi mati boleh? sangat double-faced. i just cant stand people who want them to stand with you, but end up leaving you behind when you're in deep slump. what's more, they bullshit bout you behind your back. so not cool. semangat setiakawan takde, kan? puhlease.

even if it is just a joke, but i just cant accept it. ive seen the pattern in your page and let me just say this; i cant believe im such a stepping stone, always dumb and ready to be mocked by you and your army. good job. shit you.

sekian. moga anda sedar, bahawasanya...hidup ini ada karma. itu sajelah.

one month: the good, the bad, the ugly

one month had passed for my times in my workplace.

the good
learning! Its something that i looked forward to the most before this. although the spirit went downhill like reverse line in statistics, i still love it. learning finance is amazing, i mean with numbers...you will be able to tell a lot about the company. and i majored in marketing, so it gives a good balance. marketing is good because i can learn something about human (later more on it), but numbers. wow. just wow, i love it. [although to be fair, there's this two topics i cant really grasp which are the securities and derivatives, especially the latter].

the bad
traffic. i hate it with my upmost heart and soul. and i mean it. seriously i mean it. i had once been late for work for 30 mins (my official office hour is 8am), and simply because of jam. i was stucked in damn mrr2 for 1 hour, then another 30 mins along jalan ampang. mmg bloody hell mary.

the ugly
the claws started to show up, and its not just some of claws, but the entirety of it. and frankly...i hate it. can we start respecting each other, and stop being judgemental? nuff said.