double post!

wow, im in the mood of blogging!

essay much? ahaaa.

updates!
>>> in 3 weeks time, everything will wrap up, n im done wif mmu! yes! harap tiada aral melintang, AMIN!
>>> currently addicted to justin bieber - baby (i know, stupid song), thsk - wasurenaide (thanks Dody dareena!), snsd - echo (sweet, but not too sugary).
>>> just cut my hair, since d celcius count in malaysia will not drop anytime soon. keep it short, the wind can breeze easily. plus preparing for anything in near future
>>> my spec power reached 300. yeay? wak lu. hell ok! i cant even read subtitles w/o glasses nowadays. @@
>>> my allergic reaction had subsided; no longer i scrathed like hell.
>>> i just noticed my parents had been married for the past 41 years. wow! they're very adorable sometimes, annoying all d times. tehehehhee.
>>> im having the urge to approach one lady. wohoo! but i chicken out (booo shafiq). y? not enough courage. tehehhe.

enough blabbering. happy coming monday!

blased.

it was angry? it was happy? did dat actually pointed to muah?

i dont get u.

in life we trust, on earth we smile, by heart we speak.

hopefully u wont fake wutever advice u gave me.

ps: catching flies hovering round fb. no good. self-controL? better not to visit u again perhaps. cleaning up the plate for somebody? not really.

-wut am i saying? no double-meaning, just wuts on my mind-

update

dis week was totally exhausting. had to made my way back n forth ampang-cyber, for medical checkup + classes.
not to mention, endless assignments. gosh.

at the end of the week, n today is sunday morning, i looked at myself in the mirror (dh lama tak tgk lama2 sebab sakit hati buruk aje pon btw, usually nk betulkan rambut je), fugly! breakout! adei.sumpah buruk.

n down goes my mood. haish, dat simple huh? lame.

nevermind. then went on checking some sites ive been longing for, wishing for some luck. aideh! no luck bebeh. sometimes i think how on earth some peeps can have d luck? sheesh jangan mengeluh shafiq!

the question remains... why? y jerawat y? after 9 years u've invaded my face, u still cant finish ur task? tsktsk.... =) *tongue in cheek!*

muhasabah diri sat. i read sumwhere dat luck comes to peeps who can spot opportunity. guess dat i still need to fine-tune my opportunity-spotting!

owh wait, i did spot on opportunity. i managed to buy ______. come again? hehe. alhamdulillah. guess dat i didnt wait dat long huh?

mayb i will win a windfall. i win RM1,0oo,ooo, no, RM10,000, no, just RM1,000 will do! wehee. that is sure luck! ^^

but then again, dats not hard work. not so sweet, ayte?

ps: blabbering. i need to get out of my stress, my worry over assignments, graduation, potential job. sigh. these are all energy-sapping, indeed.

takjubnya...

takjubnya...

bila lihat sesetengah insan punyai drive, never runs out of energy to do something they're passionate about.

takjubnya...

bila insan2 ini dihargai; feels like u want to be just like them.

tetapi...

i always whine, lethargic and feel dat im under appreciated. but then something slap me across my face, telling me that there are people out there who appreciate me. even if im down, doesnt mean im not loved.
may i borrow these amazing people's energy & use it to catch my dream?
wait, do i have a dream? materialistic wise yes, but fullfilling ones?
in いたざうら　な　kiss, the lead actress points out something intruging:
"u will find your dream someday. but till then, just keep on walking"
so i will keep on walking. ^^

tinggal 3 minggu untuk peperiksaan terakhir.

tidak lama sahaja lagi, kami akan berjalan di arah yg sama dengan insan2 ini. ^^