haha, title takmo brani mati, no?
its been long since i last post something on this blog. why? well, i have a tumblr so to say.
secondly, am damn tired these days. darn you work! all my normalcy rates of not doing anything seem to falter lately.
its a blessing from Allah when i was down with bad food poisoning. food poisoning shafiq? lets just say.. its a case of painkiller-too-strong, empty stomach, full cookie chochie sans franscisco, and emo-ness.
now where the hell this emo-ness come? hurm.. i promised i'd blog more about it, so here it goes. kalau takmo baca sila blah sebab this gonna hurt pretty badly i guess.
it started with me getting my annoyance bottled up. i hated backstabbers, and somehow i love people who just being cool, cheerful lad. so to speak lah kan. what they say they are usually ARE NOT them. tettt.
should've known better to expect less and be on vigilante mode more. -.- and i ended up being sort of an outcast, because i refuse to join any clique or grouping clise. trust me my dear friends, if you are, you'll just be crushed by the efervesence of stupidity of gossipers. who? you'll soon find out.
but all in all, now i sort of accepted it. because i jsut want to be friends with everybody, so pleasing people other than myself seems to be the norm here. and comes the shit you, shakeanasslicker.
just read your facebook comment. wow, nice. pegi mati boleh? sangat double-faced. i just cant stand people who want them to stand with you, but end up leaving you behind when you're in deep slump. what's more, they bullshit bout you behind your back. so not cool. semangat setiakawan takde, kan? puhlease.
even if it is just a joke, but i just cant accept it. ive seen the pattern in your page and let me just say this; i cant believe im such a stepping stone, always dumb and ready to be mocked by you and your army. good job. shit you.
sekian. moga anda sedar, bahawasanya...hidup ini ada karma. itu sajelah.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
one month: the good, the bad, the ugly
one month had passed for my times in my workplace.
the good
learning! Its something that i looked forward to the most before this. although the spirit went downhill like reverse line in statistics, i still love it. learning finance is amazing, i mean with numbers...you will be able to tell a lot about the company. and i majored in marketing, so it gives a good balance. marketing is good because i can learn something about human (later more on it), but numbers. wow. just wow, i love it. [although to be fair, there's this two topics i cant really grasp which are the securities and derivatives, especially the latter].
the bad
traffic. i hate it with my upmost heart and soul. and i mean it. seriously i mean it. i had once been late for work for 30 mins (my official office hour is 8am), and simply because of jam. i was stucked in damn mrr2 for 1 hour, then another 30 mins along jalan ampang. mmg bloody hell mary.
the ugly
the claws started to show up, and its not just some of claws, but the entirety of it. and frankly...i hate it. can we start respecting each other, and stop being judgemental? nuff said.
the good
learning! Its something that i looked forward to the most before this. although the spirit went downhill like reverse line in statistics, i still love it. learning finance is amazing, i mean with numbers...you will be able to tell a lot about the company. and i majored in marketing, so it gives a good balance. marketing is good because i can learn something about human (later more on it), but numbers. wow. just wow, i love it. [although to be fair, there's this two topics i cant really grasp which are the securities and derivatives, especially the latter].
the bad
traffic. i hate it with my upmost heart and soul. and i mean it. seriously i mean it. i had once been late for work for 30 mins (my official office hour is 8am), and simply because of jam. i was stucked in damn mrr2 for 1 hour, then another 30 mins along jalan ampang. mmg bloody hell mary.
the ugly
the claws started to show up, and its not just some of claws, but the entirety of it. and frankly...i hate it. can we start respecting each other, and stop being judgemental? nuff said.
Friday, August 6, 2010
new toy :)
is this! blacberry 9700
ive been wanting this phone since early march i think. reasons?
1) ive grown tired of my samsung f480. its tiring to type using a full touchscreen.
2)ella use bb 8520 and it sort of gives me the early kickstart of bb loveeee. :P (sangat lah wutever).
last saturday was my convocation. n frankly, i was fussing to my parents i wanted a gift (gile gedix kan???hahaha). after god-help-me 5 hours of torturous sitting in the hall, we finished the procession. i tried to call my parents, snap a pic or two (yea rite), then bid goodbye. but i cant got thru them! i tried for 1 hour, in between i met taufik and dyana and a few other friends, i was about to slammed the phone out of frustration (yea temper...not good!muhasabah diri)... then only i can get through. itupun tak dapat call maxis, call celcom my bro punye number.
was thinking of changing it AFTER i got a job (first salary to buy a phone, such a lame objective). then somehow, on tuesday, dad gave me money. "kata nak hadiah kan?" on cloud nine beteh! then i already planned on buying it later in august. suddenly...
my samsung dropped a call on thursday. not good. and during one interview (shall blog bout it later), the exec who handled us told one girl "saya tak dpt call awak. phone prob ke? susahlaa kalau tak on phone ye. kami kena susun jadual betul2 ye". the night b4 i was thinking about buying it after the interview, but those words sort of cemented the decision making. haha.
traded my samsung (rm1.6k phone jadi rm300 je, worthless edi), took the blackberry, used the money dad gave, and added rm100 for it. i was happy, the salesman was happy, we all were.
so far, it works great. i love the BIS service, although pricey at rm2.50 per day. but now i close the data connection of my phone, for fear of using more money than i should (im not working yet). insyaAllah, God's willing, will use data plan by next month or so. IF i got selected for the programme.
one of the greatest gift is the gift of freedom. if i got selected, i will be able to exercise freedom of finance. haha. and make my parents happy. then i am happy. i can just pray now, because its already the final stage. amin
btw, im down with fever. adoii. and it was during the day of interview. i tried to give my best impression on dat day. hope dat works. :)
off to some food. toodles.
Saturday, July 31, 2010
post-graduation!
ok, first up. i apologize for such an emotional post before this.
something got caught up, and i cant tell how sad i was. WAS ok.
now, im on cloud 7. i cant put myself in cloud 9 because im just totally tired! knackered.
the procession of convocation was definitely one of the best defining moment in my life indeed!
its the first time ever i wore a suit more than 9 hours long, it was the very first time i wore a robe, and it was definitely a very first time for me to be able to walk CALMLY during the scroll collection.
thank you for the best wishes, the flowers, the card, the chocolates, the cupcakes, the bag, the bear, the rose, the smiles ive got during the whole convocation process. thank you thank you.
but most importantly, THANK YOU, for remembering me after all. =)
alhamdulillah...
something got caught up, and i cant tell how sad i was. WAS ok.
now, im on cloud 7. i cant put myself in cloud 9 because im just totally tired! knackered.
the procession of convocation was definitely one of the best defining moment in my life indeed!
its the first time ever i wore a suit more than 9 hours long, it was the very first time i wore a robe, and it was definitely a very first time for me to be able to walk CALMLY during the scroll collection.
thank you for the best wishes, the flowers, the card, the chocolates, the cupcakes, the bag, the bear, the rose, the smiles ive got during the whole convocation process. thank you thank you.
but most importantly, THANK YOU, for remembering me after all. =)
alhamdulillah...
Mohd Shafiq Bin Salleh
Bachelor of Business Administration (Hons.) Marketing with Multimedia
1st class honour (3.88)
Book Award recipient
Class of 2010
the night before graduation
i will be honest here.
i think i may be at fault for starting something trivial like that. i shouldn't have done it and i regretted it.
i am feeling really anxious, for tomorrow is my graduation. so i logged on to facebook, to keep it down. n i read a girl's status in facebook, and the reply afterwards. it knocked on my head heavily.
i am tired of portraying nice image. i want to be able to say no. i want to be able to say to your face, "i dont like you" instead of talking behind you. this, i am ashamed of.
so tonight, instead of being angry, or sad, i feel more composed. not dat anxious anymore. thank you for the status. at first i thought of facing you and hear what you want to say about me, but then again, i shouldn't. everyone is entitled to whatever opinion they have.
as for me, maybe i should just keep it low. and keep it to myself.
i do think whatever happened lately was some form of retribution, and ive accepted most of them and trying to accept a few of them as well.
thank you my friends, those who really stick through thicks and thins throughout my life in university. thank you, i cannot say nor express myself well. thank you. just thank you.
i think i may be at fault for starting something trivial like that. i shouldn't have done it and i regretted it.
i am feeling really anxious, for tomorrow is my graduation. so i logged on to facebook, to keep it down. n i read a girl's status in facebook, and the reply afterwards. it knocked on my head heavily.
i am tired of portraying nice image. i want to be able to say no. i want to be able to say to your face, "i dont like you" instead of talking behind you. this, i am ashamed of.
so tonight, instead of being angry, or sad, i feel more composed. not dat anxious anymore. thank you for the status. at first i thought of facing you and hear what you want to say about me, but then again, i shouldn't. everyone is entitled to whatever opinion they have.
as for me, maybe i should just keep it low. and keep it to myself.
i do think whatever happened lately was some form of retribution, and ive accepted most of them and trying to accept a few of them as well.
thank you my friends, those who really stick through thicks and thins throughout my life in university. thank you, i cannot say nor express myself well. thank you. just thank you.
Monday, July 26, 2010
a quicky. really.
oh twitter. one minute you're acting up with your stupid overflowing tweets, the next minute, you do not allow the users to use their liberties in posting updates! you are such despicable site, but i still use you. why? because you enclave us to write in 140 letters; not more, so that we can think before we post anything. responsibility , that is.
*
i had a post i would like to paste on my blog, but i stall it around for a while.
i need some time before i can be sure about it.
again, blogging is fun because you can be yourself, but not without responsibility.
*
convocation is creeping up! its saturday, and i have planned myself.
after this - ironing the shirt (vanity, i do it so early)
monday night - kinohimitsu padding on my foot
tuesday - kinohimitsu collagen prune drink (for the beauty effect wtf,i have no high hope for it but since its free, might as well use it right?)
wednesday - liberty finesse.
thursday - zinc mask. (its really is calming i tell you)
friday - kinohimitsu padding again (to detox another wtf moment hahaha)
*
its 4am and i will wake myself up at 9am to prep myself. planning of going to mmu and then rush off to batu caves to pick my robe and some of my friends' robes along the way.
*
i dont expect some kind of payment from those i've helped, but i expect it from Allah. =)
He who knows best, He who knows that sincerity is a powerful tool to make the world (or at the very least, the environment around me) a better place to live. =)
*
ok i cheated on the title above. this is not really a quicky. hahaha. more like a place where i can vent much more, since my twitter account is acting up. bloody hell.
tata!
*
i had a post i would like to paste on my blog, but i stall it around for a while.
i need some time before i can be sure about it.
again, blogging is fun because you can be yourself, but not without responsibility.
*
convocation is creeping up! its saturday, and i have planned myself.
after this - ironing the shirt (vanity, i do it so early)
monday night - kinohimitsu padding on my foot
tuesday - kinohimitsu collagen prune drink (for the beauty effect wtf,i have no high hope for it but since its free, might as well use it right?)
wednesday - liberty finesse.
thursday - zinc mask. (its really is calming i tell you)
friday - kinohimitsu padding again (to detox another wtf moment hahaha)
*
its 4am and i will wake myself up at 9am to prep myself. planning of going to mmu and then rush off to batu caves to pick my robe and some of my friends' robes along the way.
*
i dont expect some kind of payment from those i've helped, but i expect it from Allah. =)
He who knows best, He who knows that sincerity is a powerful tool to make the world (or at the very least, the environment around me) a better place to live. =)
*
ok i cheated on the title above. this is not really a quicky. hahaha. more like a place where i can vent much more, since my twitter account is acting up. bloody hell.
tata!
Monday, July 19, 2010
i love you pink. haha
I have no idea what to blog about, because this past month I have been doing NOTHING but sleeping and keeping myself in my room.
Lifeless, u say? Tell me about it. I somehow abandon this blog as well. Poor you, miss blog. Tsktsk.
Not because I am lazy or anything, its just that its been a pretty daunting and emotionally draining posts I’ve been giving out. And that is just not good. This is my 3rd blog, and I happen want to make it less…emo? Hahahaha. So I am trying to sort out my plan, little by little. Hurdles? Oh yes.
Much haven’t changed however. Just I am beginning to see things more clearly now (since all the clogs started to dissipate.
But, not to blog means my English has become somehow RUSTY. I mean serious shit rusty. You see, I am quite particular about grammar and stuff, and trust me, till now I don’t really master English grammar. But I do notice this; I keep on deleting my comments on facebook, my tweets on twitter, plainly on grammatical error. Haiyo this is big problem dude! (its not that I’ve never deleted my comments/tweets before this, it was just less rampant!)
So now, I am trying to blog using proper grammar. Help me guys. You see, I am avid fan of east asian culture, hence I studied their languages. Mandarin, Korean and Japanese. Truth be told, I’ve forgotten some of the words I learn. I just finished studying, and Japanese level 2 was among the last papers I took, but I already forgot half of the things I learn. That. Is. BAD.
So lets improve together shall we? I mean, when we’re working out there in the world, languages are the easier way to understand others, apart from culture. So need to practice and practice and practice!
Ps: hehehe…I don’t know about other people, but I always got mixed up between using Korean and japanese languages. Once, I accidently said anyonghaseyo instead of konnichiwa to our japanese lecturer. =P how bout mandarin u may ask? I completely forgot it. I am bad huh?
Lifeless, u say? Tell me about it. I somehow abandon this blog as well. Poor you, miss blog. Tsktsk.
Not because I am lazy or anything, its just that its been a pretty daunting and emotionally draining posts I’ve been giving out. And that is just not good. This is my 3rd blog, and I happen want to make it less…emo? Hahahaha. So I am trying to sort out my plan, little by little. Hurdles? Oh yes.
Much haven’t changed however. Just I am beginning to see things more clearly now (since all the clogs started to dissipate.
But, not to blog means my English has become somehow RUSTY. I mean serious shit rusty. You see, I am quite particular about grammar and stuff, and trust me, till now I don’t really master English grammar. But I do notice this; I keep on deleting my comments on facebook, my tweets on twitter, plainly on grammatical error. Haiyo this is big problem dude! (its not that I’ve never deleted my comments/tweets before this, it was just less rampant!)
So now, I am trying to blog using proper grammar. Help me guys. You see, I am avid fan of east asian culture, hence I studied their languages. Mandarin, Korean and Japanese. Truth be told, I’ve forgotten some of the words I learn. I just finished studying, and Japanese level 2 was among the last papers I took, but I already forgot half of the things I learn. That. Is. BAD.
So lets improve together shall we? I mean, when we’re working out there in the world, languages are the easier way to understand others, apart from culture. So need to practice and practice and practice!
Ps: hehehe…I don’t know about other people, but I always got mixed up between using Korean and japanese languages. Once, I accidently said anyonghaseyo instead of konnichiwa to our japanese lecturer. =P how bout mandarin u may ask? I completely forgot it. I am bad huh?
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